Conquered Fear: Surfing

I never thought surfing could be so much fun. First I really don't know how to swim and second I really fear those big waves. But all things changed after trying it.

Me, my date (he's really special to me), and two of his roxy girl friends went to La Union last weekend to surf. They all are veterans and I'm just a beginner. At first I thought I would just try it just for the sake that 'hey I tried it'. But after all the rides, the struggles and face-smashing-waves, I told myself "I'm doing this again and again and again".

As beginner, I can say I did good!

It's always nice to learn more things. I've always been active when I was younger and I guess I have to be active again. This time not with Ball Games, but with a surf board and the waves.

Thanks babe for introducing me to your friends and the wonderful world of Surfing.

'steg...

Night Out

Velentine's Day celeb was a blast. I went out with some of my close gay friends and we called the night "The Blonde Singles Night-out". Yes I am now single. I had no time to write it down here in my blog. First, I was to busy with work. And second, I just don't want to.

The night started at Chilli's in GB5, then BED Bar, and ended having breakfast in Next Door Makati. Solid, gabi hanggang umaga.

Anyway, I'm looking forward to more Night-outs.



JM (red) and ME (blue) after dinner at Chilli's.

Mom wants an APO

Okay ma, next please... not for now...

A Son

My dad left early this morning for KSA. It was sad. I wasn't there to bring him to the airport so we exchanged some few words thru text instead. The parting words we had were hearthwarming and very much son-and-dad relationship. The thoughts we had was just like of in a soap-opera. "I'm Proud of you", I said. Telling my dad that I'm proud of him felt oh so good. It's the first time I told him that and will now always make him feel special.

Mom on the other hand is for sure very sad as well. We were texting and yes, she was sad. I'm thinking of my mom as a star on her own MTV. She's like standing by the window area, few tears flowing out of her eyes while she's holding her I guess 10 pairs of Havaianas. And the song: I stay In Love with you by MC.

Oh, baby
Baby
I stay in love with you
Dying inside cause
I can't stand it
Make up a break up
Can't take this madness
We don't even
Really know why
All I know is baby
I try and try so hard
To keep our love alive

If you dont' know me
At this point
Then I highly
Doubt you ever will
I really need you
To give me
That unconditional love
I used to feelIt's no mistaking
We're just erasing
From our hearts
And minds

And I know we said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby
I stay in love with you

And I keep on
Telling myself
That you'll come
Back around
And I try to front
Like "oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you now
No matter what I do
But baby, baby
I stay in love with you

Na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na
BabyI stay in love with you

It cuts so deep
It hurts down to my soul
My friends tell me
I ain't the same no more
We still need each other
When we stumble and fall
How we gon' ac
tLike what we had
Ain't nothin' at all now

Hey
What I wanna do is
wish i got next to you
With the top down
Like we used to
Hit the block
Proud in the SUV
We both know
Our heart is breaking
Can we learn
From our mistakes
I can't last
One moment alone
Now go I know

We said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
BabyI stay in love with you

And I keep onTelling myself
That you'll come
Back around
And I try to front
Like "oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you
Now no matter what I do
Baby, baby
I stay in love with you

We said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
BabyI stay in love with you

And I keep on
telling myself
That you'll come
Back around
And I try to front
Like "oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you
Now no matter what I do
But baby, baby
I stay in love with you
I stay in loveLove
Oh, I stay in love

Si mommy talaga baklang bakla. I love you mom.*** Oh well, here goes another LSS for me. I'll go munch my Flat Tops Chocolate now.

* We should always consider our parents' feelings. We should love them and bombard them with just love love love.

Im Yours

Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracksNow I'm trying to get back
Before the cool done run outI'll be giving it my bestest
And nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
Listen to the music of the moment people dance and sing
We're just one big family
And It's our God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love loved

So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

Scooch on over closer dear
And i will nibble your ear

I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and laughed
I guess what I'm be saying is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to doOur name is our virtue

But I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find that the sky is yours
Please don't, please don't, please don't
There's no need to complicate
Cause our time is short
This oh this this is out fate, I'm yours!

The Trip

The trip was fun. There's a lot of adjectives to describe Baguio. But one thing's for sure, every time I visit the place, it get better...


Jake (Twisted Tomato), sure the pasalubongs are here.


We had the car blessed Sunday afternoon. We were supposed to have it blessed Saturday but there were a lot of stop overs so we had it pass.

Baguio is superb. It's like having an orgasm, ejaculating, cumming 10x better. I really don't know how to explain how happy I was. I was like a kid licking his first dick este ice cream. Haha. Sobra lamig. Kase, I'm a person who'd rather stay in a place that is cold kesa mainit. And the bonus, there's a lot of good looking guys in Baguio.

I suddenly had a break down after spending thousands for pasalubongs alone.

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Another fight with Mr. Bottle, so I went out with JM and some of his friends. Gone bar chilling and I'm now in their hotel room getting myself busy/drunk while talking to Darius, JM's friend. Darius is from Cebu. His flight is today at 4pm back to Cebu.

Oh well... Outta my head...

Weekend Itenirary

Im heading to Baguio City in a few hours. I'm meeting my family in Trinoma at around 10am as it's the nearest landmark going up-North (unless thay're willing to pick me up here in Makati).

Mom and Dad bought a new car and just had it out from the Casa (Toyota Quezon Ave) early today. Baguio is not actually part of my weekend plan. Originally, I was supposed to spend hours working out, spend time with Mr. Bottle and go clubbing with my good friend JM. But since they (mom n dad) insisted of me joining them, wala ako nagawa. I guess it's also a good time for me to bond with my dad as he's leaving yet again in a few days overseas. We'll pass by Manaoag in Pangasinan to have the car blessed (a pinoy tradition for brandnew properties) and go straight Baguio City.

We'll be back Sunday night as they need to have the car checked in Toyota Quezon Ave by Monday morning to know its performance mileage maintainance ek ek. At the same time, I need..must..should..have to be back by Sunday (Makati) coz there's a lot of things to do (haircut, gym, laundry and sex).

I asked my friend kung may Fitness First in Baguio, gago as she said, vacation nga eh. Ayan, namura tuloy ako.

Haha, I hope all is well.

I'll let you guys know what happend.
Babe, I'll see you on Sunday or Monday. I'll bring you pasalubong, igurot you want?